Storm in My House

They’ve been hammering, sawing, hauling, banging away at the house for months. And they will continue to for months to come. I knew this was coming when I moved in a year and a half ago. In fact, my moving in was delayed many months because plans for this gut rehab were in place and thought to be imminent when I first saw the apartment on an impossibly humid July day in 2019.

The first crew are masons. They peck and chisel at the brickwork above and to the periphery of my head for a week or two. The reverberations feel not unlike a dentist’s drill——insistent and ongoing, but dulled by anaesthetic. The walls of the house serve as novocaine to buffer me from the direct pain of their instuments. Also like at the dentist’s, their methodical attack becomes habitual and increasingly bearable as it continues and continues.

Scaffolding is erected, then moved along the southern and northern walls. One morning, I open my front door and face two-by-fours and metal armature blocking my egress. Good thing there’s a back door.

The wreckers come. A port-o-potty appears in the back yard. They haul out beams that likely date to the 1875 original construction. These are stacked along the neighbor’s fence. Will they use them for the new interior? Who knows. They’ve been waiting out there for weeks now.

After the walls and ceilings, they start tearing the roof off bit by bit. I go upstairs and look once they’re done. It’s so strange. All that remains are the brick walls and the sky above. The foreman points up in the air where the new second floor will be.

The hammering and sawing resumes. Now, at the end of every work day, they fasten a giant blue tarp over the open wound they’ve been assaulting. Late some nights the window blows the tarp loose and I hear someone up there trying to secure it. After a big rain, there’s a leak in my bathroom. The landlord asks me to take pictures so he can show them to the crew, and, presumably, shame them into making the tarp more water-tight.

When I stand in the back yard now, I can see the beginnings of the new extra storey. Once finished, it will allow the parents to have a separate room from their five-year-old. But before that, the workers will have to make a new roof, then all that goes below it.

I wonder what it will be like when the little girl and the dog are running back and forth the length of the house again. Will I miss the workers and their violent noise? Then again, they may never finish.

[Wrote about some movies I saw at the Black Harvest Film Festival.]

Unusable

A woman calls about a job. To be more precise, she calls after trying to email me at an address I haven’t used in years. I don’t answer the phone because 99% of calls are from bots these days and I don’t recognize the number. Many fill up my voicemail with warnings about expiring insurance for cars I don’t own and prizes I could win, if I’d only call back. This woman leaves her message as well.

She got my contact info from the Chicago Literary Hall of Fame. I make posters and such for them and she wants to hire me to do the same. I call her and we have a pleasant enough talk. She’s working on a documentary about Ida B. Wells and wonders whether I could make some illustrations to stand in for photos and footage that don’t exist.

I tell her I’ll give it a shot.

I paint a scene of a train car with a woman being accosted by a conductor. The documentarian is very happy with it and asks if I’ll make thirteen more images to illustrate her narration of a sequence in which Wells boards a Memphis train and is eventually thrown off by force.

I’m not that enthused about this, but, having just quit bartending, can’t be turning up my nose at work. So I quote her a price I doubt she’ll meet. To my surprise, she quickly agrees. I write back requesting a deposit, then set to work.

I don’t hear from her with either funds or words for several days. I should put the work aside until I get paid, but am afraid that I’ll lose whatever faint enthusiasm and weak momentum I’ve got for the job. So I trudge on.

I complete the thirteen pictures, scan and send them, then wait. Days pass without a peep. It’s not a good sign. Then I prod the woman with a follow up email. She answers that she’s unhappy with what I’ve made. Can’t I make the woman more recognizably Ida B. Wells?

I stop myself from writing what I actually want to say and suggest that we should just forget the whole thing. I guess she agrees because she doesn’t even dignify my suggestion with a response.

Is there no limit to my stupidity? Maybe I’ll find out one day. For now, the mystery persists.

Ribot

I look out the window throughout day. Dark out there. Flurries on and off. I keep going back and forth about it in my mind: public transportation or bike? I have a ticket to see Marc Ribot play in Evanston. It’s a fifteen mile ride. Arguments against taking CTA: three transfers, masked the whole way, dealing with plague-time meshugas, slower than biking it. Arguments for: it’s cold out. Might snow. Laziness.

I often hate buying advanced tickets to events because I never know where I’ll be mood-wise day of. In this case, it’s been booked for months. I love Ribot. He’s one of those guys who looks like he’s been pummeled by his long tangle with music and come out the other side with the scars and lumps to prove it. First thing I probably heard was Tom Waits’ Rain Dogs, but the guy has done so much before and after that record.

It’s ridiculous that I’m even considering not going. Guy’s not gonna be around forever. Can’t miss these opportunities. I look out the window again. No precipitation visible. Bike it is.

Archer to Loomis, cut over to Racine, then Ogden, Elston, Cortland, Southport, and Clark to the city limits. Chicago Ave the rest of the way. The weather’s no bother because the wind’s easy. It’s not the cold that’s ever a problem on the bike; it’s the damn wind. I listen to podcast interviews as I ride. It makes the time and distance disappear. I’m in Evanston in no time, though it’s actually taken nearly an hour and a half.

A couple hours later I’m back out on Chicago Avenue. It’s time to head home. I briefly consider hauling the bike up to the Purple Line, but the mental picture of standing and blocking a train door stop after stop puts it out of my head.

I flick on the music player and start pedaling south.